YMonday, July 12, 2010' 8:34 PM
even she knew it way b4 me?
WHY?WHY?WHY?
i reali dnt undastnd why she has to know abt it wen *they dnt!
i'm the main party involved!!!
why hide it frm me?
why lie to me?
time & time u lied.
jus wad do i mean in ur world?
i ve been thr for u,u know tat.
then why me?
u were my bestfren.
more like a sista.
why?
doesnt it hurt u to c me lyk tis?
everyone cn tell tat i m nt ok.
why?
it hurts so bad do u know tat?
u were so dear..
i wld ve given u my life if u wld ve asked.
but why torture me lyk tis?
one bomb afta anotha.
who is she to know??
gosh!
i'm badly wounded.
YTuesday, July 6, 2010' 8:51 PM
disappointed wit the way things are.
i dnt no if i'm to b blamed.
but all i knw ryt nw is tat i'm nt ok..
i cnt eat,slp or live like normal anymre.
it hurts me..
it hurts me..
even at tis point u re shielding her n justifying ur act.
y mke things difficult for me?
y?
y mke it seem like it's my bloody fault wen u r the cause of tis big f***ing mess!
WHY DID I EVEN GOT TO KNW A PERSON LIKE YOU?!
I MISS THOSE DAYS.
YWednesday, June 30, 2010' 8:19 PM
a super long time have passed!
well i've been busy!
n my comp was jus rescued frm coma so i'm backk!
i'm vexed enuf ok?get it clear!
it aint easy ok?but i'm coping wit it..
if thr is smth uu btr tell it to me urself..
n dnt uu wry i wnt hinder in it..
i'll b far.
but things re gna get awkward.
jus do me a favour,dnt uu cm tellin me anythink cos i dnt wna knw..
it's gna hurt me big time.
i'm over but i'm human too.
so mentally prepare me for the worse battle beforehand than springin up a heart attack for me.
dnt get me wrng.
tis is jus a humble request.YSunday, November 15, 2009' 12:51 AM
HEYS!!
ok,firstly i apologise for not updating..
but it ain't my fault.
my comp's in a coma.
so ya..
i'm currently at my aunt's place..
jus caught a movie nn now blogging!
wheeee!
basically life hasn't been good.
hopefully prom would enlighten it..
4 more days to prom..
super fast ah..
cant wait but nervous as well..
oh ya..
heading to Malaysia soon..
so i may be uploading pics if my comp is given CPR or life support machine!
well tats abt it i guess..
tooodles till the next time..
:)
YSunday, September 20, 2009' 11:05 PM
lathaka's hse nn hari raya after aunt's hse!
YFriday, September 18, 2009' 5:21 PM
love is always bestowed as a gift--freely,willingly, and without expectation.we dont love to be loved;we love to love.
i'm off to lathaka's hse for the weekends nn then to dearest aunt's hse on raya!
cant wait!
aunty dnt forget to save some rendang nn ayam masak merah for me:D
YSunday, September 13, 2009' 9:23 PM
i hope it's true.
pls make it come true.
&& thats all i ask for.