Crap!:)

YMonday, August 31, 2009' 5:30 PM

hey bitch!

i'm telling uu la..

just shut the f*** up la!

go mind ur bloody own business!

dnt bitch abt my mom..

cos uu re afterall jus a pile of stinking shit uu bitch!

uu think tat my dad cant bring me nn my sis up properli ah?

more like uu cnt even bb a good grandmother la!

have uu, urself been a good mother ant?

no ryt..

then jus f*** it la.

uu think tat i nn my sis am ill mannered..

shut up nn look at tat fatso's kids..

oops to bb nicer ur daughter's kids tat is..

wen tat stupid 7 yr old kid cn use the bloody four letter word..

tat one nt wrong ah?

f*** it la uu biased bitch!

uu keep lookin down on my dad who is also ur son..

are uu lifeless or jus tired of living?

call me a dog?

f*** uu la!

look into the mirror nn see who's a dog!

uu dnt even deserve the respect a dog deserve la..

uu low-life creature!

the day uu leave this world will bb the day i will laugh till i drop la!

so wad if uu're old?

so wad if uu're my grandmother?

wad f***ing ryts do uu have to scold my mother?

first things first..

learn hw to behave like a respectable old woman then uu tok la!

I'VE NVR LIKED UU,UU BITCH!

YSaturday, August 29, 2009' 3:30 PM

i'm meeting dinesh tmr!!!

OMG!

YFriday, August 28, 2009' 11:22 PM

omg!omg!omg!

was i dreaming wen uu smiled at me..

cos uu smiled,i'm falling deeper in love now..

everything happened so fast..

the way uu looked at me was disturbing..

those eyes of urs beaming wit sparks..

i admit,i was smitten by them..

but tat smile of urs was the biggest mistake..

uu made my heart freeze for a moment..

as if i wanted to admire tat smile of urs for a little longer..

uu've jus got me hooked onto uu..

DINESH I'M HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WIT UU NOW NN TATS FOR SURE!

YThursday, August 27, 2009' 11:10 PM

heys!

today was a wonderful day!

went to watch the proposal wit angela darls!

the movie was super funny nn enjoyable!

worth the money!:)

lols!

well tmr angela nn i will b heading to tekka!

cant wait for sunday to come!!

DINESH'S BDAY!

his bday but i'm excited!

well its a secret ; only my besties will understand yy..

lols!:D

it's damn late ready..

healthcare is so not my thing..

wad am i gna do?

i think i'm gna fail the test la..

i cnt seem to memorise la!

i prefer memorising in point form la..

essays re jus too lenghty for me la..

anyway who cares!

well i've got exactly 1 week to prepare for my upcoming eng,tamil nn ss papers!

thr's no turning back this time..

so gotta mug real hard!

well it's getting late so good nyts!

YWednesday, August 26, 2009' 9:27 PM

uu swept me off the ground with those two glances of urs..

YTuesday, August 25, 2009' 11:16 PM

&& DEAREST GOWRI!

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!

finally 16!

we cn all catch a NC 16 movie together now..

well i wna thank uu wit all my heart..

for being thr for me wen i needed sm1..

to hear me out,advise me nn cheer me on..

although all uu said were "i understand,i understand"

those two words meant alot to me wen i was down nn out..

thanks alot dearest for everything uu have done for me..

uu are very much appreciated..

nn ya uu are pretty,HOTSTUFF!;)

well i've got my eyes on uu!;)

lols!

i'm crying inside nn my heart's bleeding..

but who cares,life still goes on..

and ya syafiqah, we'll build tat bridge together to get over nn done wit my heart pain..

thx:)

YMonday, August 24, 2009' 9:54 PM

why do uu have to tell me such things.

Y' 9:03 PM

miserable.

is this the price i have to pay?

i wna drown my sorrows tonight.

&& I MISS YOU.

YSunday, August 23, 2009' 12:08 PM

jus finshed my first tuition session!

finally..

well she's a genius && tats for sure!

4A* for PSLE

and she graduted from NUS!

but of cos she's a freak..

an eccentric to b exact..

she was dressed like a typical china woman..

wit her ugly sling bag hanged arnd her neck..

which contain gold bars, i guess..

she jus had to bring it wit her, even wen she used the toilet..

centre parting was her hairstyle..

wad a nerd she was..

her hair was filled wit loads of dandruff!

eww!

and ya tats abt MS. Esther who is unmarried nn mayb in her late 30s..

lols!

ok, i'm mean.

well i may b slacking wit angela ltr on..

not sure thou..

tmr will b getting bak our eng results..

cant wait!

ok, i'm bored..

wna go play game so will update tmr..

byes!

YSaturday, August 22, 2009' 10:20 PM

omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.

life's perfect moments.

DINESH

YFriday, August 21, 2009' 8:43 PM

omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.

for the past two nyts, things have been gng my way!

chatted wit DINESH!!

wakaka!

well of cos i drooled,screamed nn laughed!

lols!

plus seeing him smile from the lift was an energy boost for me!

so wit soo much energy kicking within me, how was i able to slp?

hence it resulted into sleepless nyts!

so ya finally its friday..

cn slp till late2..

no morning calls!

cnt wait for tmr thou!!

gng out!

finally, after a long tym..

hahahas!

:DDD

so see ya guys tmr!

nyts darlinks!:)

YWednesday, August 19, 2009' 8:35 PM

as i walked thru tat valley..

many things were rushing thru my head..

i jus couldnt answer them..

although i know..

they knew wad was gng thru my head..

i jus couldnt bring myself to speak the truth..

it hurts..

thinking of the times we shared..

those things uu said..

those touches we shared..

well those were the memories..

unforgettable memories..

YTuesday, August 18, 2009' 9:31 PM

heys!

take me away to tasmania baby!

i so wna go to tasmania!!

wheeee!

it's like the perfect holiday destination la!

it has the perfect ambience nn sceneries!

lols!

ok ok !

moving on now..

well today was the last day of prelims..

biology was difficult!

was literally staring at the paper..

hais.

anyway who cares!

so ya..

finally life seems a little more relaxed after prelims..

but it's temporary only..

N lvl's coming soon..

so ya..

cnt wait for tmr!

getting back results for history nn ss..

cnt wait to know my ss marks..

i'm not at all keen in knowing my history result..

it was a flop.

hopefully ms mages returns us our tamil paper also..

cnt wait to hear her comments!

heard tat we did well..

so ya..

well tats abt it for now..

will update tmr..

have an early nyt ppl!:)

nyts!

GOOD LUCK!!!

(refering to our results)

YMonday, August 17, 2009' 8:48 PM

heys!
finally am left wit the one nn only biology paper tmr..

cnt wait to finish in up!

wheeeee!!

then cn partyy for awhile la..

gna start revising for N lvl tis weekend onwards..

hais.

sacrifice anusha,tats the way to succeed!

ok enuf crap..
gna catch another movie tis week wit angela!!

cnt wait!

wednesday come faster!!

i wna know my tamil nn maths results badly!!

wheeeeee!

k la..

tats abt it..

nyts!:)

YSunday, August 16, 2009' 6:12 PM

"I would give up everything for one moment with you;for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you.."

YSaturday, August 15, 2009' 4:05 PM

heys!!

wah!

orphan was really a good movie!

worth the money i would say!

an interesting yet funny triller..

lols!

finally accomplished my dream of watching a NC16 movie!

lols!

ok so yest was definitely a wonderful day..

slacked wit syafiqah nn gowri till 3 plus..

ritika left earlier at 11..

then after slacking,went home wit tofu!

slept till 5.45 then mum woke me up..

lathaka came over..

then watched the nanny then korean drama..

then went off to shower nn get ready to leave for the movie..

while tofu,mum nn lathaka went to the doc..

then off i went at 8.40!

well i'm rotting at the moment!

so will get back to uu tmr!

aite's..

i'm off to watch another movie..

YThursday, August 13, 2009' 8:17 PM

heys!

ok i regret..

hais.

i didn't really study for history today so obviously it was a flop!

and maths paper 1 wasn't tat bad..

paper 2's tmr so i'm jus gna do my best..

ok in overall my day was pretty fine la..

cnt wait for tmr thou..

gna catch a nyt show wit angela!

ORPHAN!

purposely gng at nyt..

so gt chances of seeing dinesh on the way back..

nn since it's a horror movie at nyt wld b the best tym to watch it..

wakaka!

well tats abt it then..

this is for dinesh..

i think about uu,day after day,

sometimes, i even plan how i will react when i see uu.

uu have no idea, not at all a clue..

jus how much uu mean to me.

i remember the time, the date,

i had no idea how i was gna react.

all i remembered was how i got lost in urs eyes..

i must have made a million sights.

sometimes, i hope we could b together..

jus uu nn me.

at times i dream of serving uu as ur wife..

i love uu now nn always.

i'm gng to bed now,please b in my dreams tonight..

because in reality uu dnt know how much this means to me.

i will nvr forget uu not now or ever..

i know that we'll b together someday..

YWednesday, August 12, 2009' 8:52 PM

modified by gowri

heys!

ok today's mt paper 2 was easy!

lols!

i mean wen compared to all those practice papers it was way much easier!

so ya..

but poa paper 2 was atrocious!

lols!

more like i didnt study..

well so why tok abt it..

hais.

so today after my papers wen to study wit gowri nn ritika..

but on the way b4 meeting saw danish nn shod!

so this is for danish!

i did not go hm immediately after school!

nn ya i'm nt fcuking good ok!

lols!

and uu ah..

laugh,laugh nn laugh only!

:DD

moving on nw..

so went to meet gowri nn ritika..

then we headed to BK to eat..

DELICIOUS!:P

then we headed to study near olivia's hse thr la..

ritika taught me while gowri video-ed us!

irritating soul la tat ass.

she took afew photos also..

will upload them another time thou..

then we played some lame yet cool love games..

like flames nn stuff la..

hehe!

DINESH!

got prove!

look at the photo nn uu'll understand..

hais.

dno whether to b happy or troubled..

lols!

anyway it's nt a good time for me to b bothering abt him..

lols!

so ya..

tmr i'll b seating for my maths paper 1 nn history!

wheee!

cnt wait for tuesday!

prelims will b over!

lols!

then n lvls will b coming!

cnt wait to work after n lvl!

got loads to buy!

wakaka!

k then i shall end here..

nyts!

yashy gal..

the only thing tat i cn tell uu ryt nw..

is jus to b careful..

we know *** very well..

in fact uu know *** better than me..

***'s jus good for brainwashing jus like hitler..

so "charismatic"..

***'s also good for twisting nn turning tales..

so dnt ever b taken in by ***!

our n lvl's also approaching..

seriously this isnt a good timing..

uu know uu're afraid of beind fooled by his lame old dramatic promises,

so pls pls ignore *** at the moment!
tat's all i cn advise uu to do as a fren..
so pls come to a good decision nn act according to it :)

YTuesday, August 11, 2009' 5:16 PM

uu're the reason yy; my heart skips a beat..
uu're the reason yy; i cnt control my emotions..

uu're the reason yy; i cnt eat prop..

uu're the reason yy; i toss in bed everynyt..

uu're the reason yy; i cry myself to slp..

uu're the reason yy; i peep outta my window..

uu're the reason yy; i smile unknowingly..

uu're the reason yy; i wna succeed..

and uu're the reason; yy i'm blogging now..

wakaka!
kk..
anyways ppl i'm sry for not updating yest..
was doing some maths..
and practically watching movies after movies!
lols!
damn fun!
mom nn dad have finally agreed to let me study in a private sch if i fail maths..
hais.
*prays hard tat i wld pass
i'll work hard la..
but tats jus a back-up plan la..
lols!
so ya..
today had eng paper 1 nn 2..
it was ok la..
manageable but confusing la..
finally it's over..
tmr got mt paper 2 nn poa paper 2!
cnt wait to complete my 30 marks qns!:D
wakaka!
v.lazy to study la..
so gna jus study for tat qns la..
lols!
feeling a sudden rush of hormones!
lols!
all thx to DINESH la!
irritating soul la he.
excited;looking forward to seeing him!
:DD
wakaka!
k la..
i gtg memorise the format for trading,profit nn loss a/c nn balance sheet!
lols!
good luck for tmr's mt nn poa paper 2 guys!
byesss~

YSunday, August 9, 2009' 11:20 PM

heys!

í'm sorry for nt updating yest..

i was busy watching movies after movies!

lols!

well today was jus lyk any other day except tat it is singapore's b'day..

so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

yeah!

tmr holiday!

eitherway i'm gna use it to study!

cos i have practically wasted two days lazing arnd

lols!

so ya..

well had a quarrel wit my parents..

it wasnt my fault at all la!

wad ridiculous ppl they are!

it's jus navy..

wad's wrong wit it anyway?

kk..

moving on now..

here comes the interesting part..

i saw DINESH while crying over the phone to gowri!

hais.

so i quickly wiped my tears la..

act as if nth happened..

lols!

wah!

tat dumbass ah..

cnt show any signs of interest ah?

uu always walk like i nvr exist!

irritating la!

but cn take photo wit ur cousins all so closely!

WTH la!

wen ur frens all cn smile nn tok to me..

why cnt uu react weneva uu see me?

hais.

sad la..

eitherway i met josh nn angela just nw after dinesh zoomed off wit his fren..

josh was literally laughing at the way i react wweneva we toked abt dinesh..

so mean!

lols!

he was also giving me suggestions on hw i cn tok to dinesh la..

unfortunately they were all impossible to carry out..

hais.

well thr's one thou..

but tat one really depends on fate..

so hopefully god permits to it la..

lols!

cnt wait for sch on tuesday!

tandoori chick here i come!:)

lols!

aites

i'm off to dreamland nw..

*hopes to dream abt DINESH!;)

nyts ppl!

YFriday, August 7, 2009' 11:27 PM

heys!

ouh god!

alot of things had happened today!

dno whr to start frm also..

lol!

ok ok..

today went to sch for national day celebration!

damn DUMB!

so STUPID!

waste of time only!

went to celebrate national day but upper sec cnt watch concert!

like WTH!

then take video also dno hw to take every class is it?

DUMB!

ok..

eitherway we were dismissed at 10am..

then went to slack at BK...

cldnt resist temptations so gowri nn i went hm!

to eat!!:P

so came home,ate then i switched on the comp la..

wad else?

facebook nn msn la!

lols!

unexpectedly hafiy chatted wit me!

lols!

anyway i'm happy about it in a way!

i'm nt forgotten!

nn in a way i'm sad:(

i miss yan..

hais.

nn ryan..

hais.

all i want is for both of uu to b happy no matter wads..

ok moving on..

then i went to meet angela!

guess wads?!

i saw DINESH!!!

i saw him!

i finally did!

ouh god!

i swear my heart was racing!

i nvr felt tis happy b4,i swear!

lols!

everything felt soo ryt at tat point of tym!:)

wakaka!

i secretly took photos of his bike!

nt planning to upload it thou..

hahas!

i know i stalk!

hahas!

eitherway angela i'm sorry dear for scaring uu!

but i was hell, EXCITED!:)

it's been 1 mth ok!

lols!

i know uu understand hw i feel!

lols!

and so ya this was wad happened!

it's getting late already!

so good nyts ppl!

slp tight nn dream WILD!:)

YThursday, August 6, 2009' 8:57 PM

today i was extremely bored!

but was entertained by someone!

thx!:)

i tot uu were diff but uu seem nice!

so unexpected but its a fact!

lols!

and ya good luck!;)

anyways ya..

i still miss dinesh..

and i think i'm gng crazy!

hais.

wat am i to do?

i like uu,real lot but uu being a stranger to me..

will nvr understand it!

at least come online la..

tat also uu cnt do is it?

do uu know how much it hurts me?

hais..

i'm thinking of giving up ready..

i cnt control my feelings towards uu..

i have a feeling tat i might blurt it out to uu someday..

hais.

uu will nvr understand how miserable i feel..

not being able to tell uu how much uu mean to me..

hais.

somebody help me!

i swear i'm confused!

hais.

YWednesday, August 5, 2009' 8:24 PM

heys!

finally met angela..

slacked wit her till 6plus..
i'm shocked,sad nn devastated by wat i heard..
he's an ungrateful jerk,
i would say.
a lifeless one tat is..
how could he have done tat..
tat heartless creature..
he knew nuts about love..
he was selfish..
he should have told her..
instead he made her wait for him aimlessly..
he gave her hope..
a false one tat is..
and in the end he left her for another..
wat a jerk he was.
hais.
darls we may not be close but all i pray for is for you to get over him soon..
anyways life goes on so..
whr was i..
ouh ya..
angela and i were basically crapping!
then i realised how much i miss DINESH!
hais.
it's gna be exactly 1 month since i last saw his shadow..
dno wat he's been up to..
he havent been gng to camp and tats for sure..
not coming online also..
i'm worried..
hais.
wat to do..
if it's not meant to be then it will nvr be..
hehe!
but i peeked at his summon slip on his red,hot bike!
wheee!
wont be gng sch tmr..
decided to stay at home nn slp jus like syafiqah,ritika nn gowri!
lols!
afterall no maths lesson tmr..
hais.
nxt week already prelims..
yet they still had to replace our maths lesson wit some dumb workshop..
is it even gna help us?!
dumb!
motivate?
more like a waste of time to me..
hais.
anyways nazirah has been coming to sch for the past 2 days,
including today..
but i havent got a chance to tok to her yet..
finally i've seen her!
missed her loads man!
anyways i've to attend sch on friday since i'm nt gng tmr..
so ya..
i'll be in RED!
lols!
tats about it for now..
nyts!:)

i wrote ur name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away..
i wrote ur name in the sand.
but the waves washed it away..
finally i wrote ur name in my heart,
and forever it will stay..
dinesh..

YTuesday, August 4, 2009' 5:50 PM

heys!

finally fixed my blog!

stupid blogger!

so problematic!

anyways EDDY,FIRDI,RITIKA and GOWRI listen up..

I'M BACK!:)

lols!

internet had some complications tat was why i went missing for a long long tym..

anyways i'm back now so why bother..

alot of things had happened..

like of course!

had been slacking and going out wit the clique!

school's no longer a pain when i'm wit them..

love them loads!:)

kk moving on..

today was the first day of prelims!!!

nah..

i'm still stress-free!:)

only hand very pain after all tat writing for ss..

ss was manageble..

mt p1 was ok la..

but had trouble translating,as usual!

hais.

but who cares!

it's over!!

yeah!

tmr still got school..

sian.

no choice la..

must wake up nn drag my feet to school..

got 3 periods of tamil..

hais.

hate tamil!

somemore got chem aep la..

hais.

friday not gna go to school..

gna attend unity pri's open house wit syafiqah,gowri nn ritika!

yeah!

cant wait!!:)

k la tat's all for today ppl..

study hard!:)

*cant wait for tuesday!(heading over to ritika's house for lunch)

yum! yum!