YMonday, July 12, 2010' 8:34 PM
even she knew it way b4 me?
WHY?WHY?WHY?
i reali dnt undastnd why she has to know abt it wen *they dnt!
i'm the main party involved!!!
why hide it frm me?
why lie to me?
time & time u lied.
jus wad do i mean in ur world?
i ve been thr for u,u know tat.
then why me?
u were my bestfren.
more like a sista.
why?
doesnt it hurt u to c me lyk tis?
everyone cn tell tat i m nt ok.
why?
it hurts so bad do u know tat?
u were so dear..
i wld ve given u my life if u wld ve asked.
but why torture me lyk tis?
one bomb afta anotha.
who is she to know??
gosh!
i'm badly wounded.
YTuesday, July 6, 2010' 8:51 PM
disappointed wit the way things are.
i dnt no if i'm to b blamed.
but all i knw ryt nw is tat i'm nt ok..
i cnt eat,slp or live like normal anymre.
it hurts me..
it hurts me..
even at tis point u re shielding her n justifying ur act.
y mke things difficult for me?
y?
y mke it seem like it's my bloody fault wen u r the cause of tis big f***ing mess!
WHY DID I EVEN GOT TO KNW A PERSON LIKE YOU?!
I MISS THOSE DAYS.